I didn't get picked for a REALLY good job.
I thought I had it in the bag, in fact I thought things were finally looking up.
SILLY ME.
I removed my Hank Moody post.
He turned out to be a huge dipshit and Karma is gonna pay him a visit for making me cry, saying hurtful things and looking past me because I'm not his "Type." I'm better from the looks of his past and the women I see posted up on his Facebook.
SILLY HIM.
The sad part, I wasn't even sad...OFFENDED more like it. Unless you are a Johnny Depp or Zac Efron look-alike, your no God to women and certainly the opposite. Sorry, to say, but I have had better men who are more good looking and less asshole in my life.
SILLY HIM.
Of course I am not his type...I'm not bones, I don't need a push-up bra, short skirt, and barely there top to get a man to notice me. I don't have smeared eyeliner that looks as if it was left over from yesterday and I certainly don't cake on my makeup and have alcohol flowing through my veins.
SILLY HIM.
However, it also made me see and realize I am not gonna date until they take me on a REAL date.
Whatever that is.
I guess in my head where they pick me up, take me to dinner that DOESN'T involve a dollar menu, a walk, first date jitters and all that jazz.
Yeah that's it....
I FLY SOLO.
He didn't even apologize.
Sad I was expecting one too...
I'm not his type.
He was never mine.
-laughs-
I am STEFANIE.
AMAZING I TELL YA!
And if any man cant see that, then he can go eff off.
I'm beautiful.
Sexy.
Funny.
AMAZING I TELL YA!
I'm Stef.......
ONLY ONE ME.
I AM A RARE TYPE.
7 comments:
very nice post. i really like it.
Nice post!
xxx
I've been away for a while so I don't know who he is but I'm guessing you dodged a bullet by not being "his type". I take that back, you dodged an atomic bomb.
I love to see that you are coming into your own, and accepting things the way they are, even if they suck sometimes. I can really feel your confidence reading this one. Great post love. Keep your head up and stay positive; good things will come your way soon enough.:)
Stef, you are amazing. i'm glad you don't let other's opinions define you. xo
he's still a piece of shit with a tiny dick. Karma is a major bitch and it will find him :)
i've had to keep learning over and again the same thing stef. for too long i'd been settling because i thought that i needed a man to validate me, give me purpose and convince me i was desirable, worthy even. i told myself that i'm gonna remain single until i love myself enough to be w/ someone because it felt right not because i was forcing him to be 'the one' you know? god loves us and we had to go through the things we did so that we could learn to love ourselves with the same intensity and passion. once we get that, once we do that, no man will ever be able to have any kind of power over us. and i think that is a beautiful thing..
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